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Feb. 15th, 2005 @ 01:27 pm hmmm
Current Mood: weirdweird
hmmm, no one posts here alot do they?
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weirdo_one:
Nov. 19th, 2004 @ 06:12 pm (no subject)
Yeah... no one posts here anymore!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
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crazy look
sej011788:
Sep. 28th, 2004 @ 08:55 am pulled in so many directions.....why?
Current Mood: crappyshitty (sry)
that is exactly how i feel. like i'm being pulled in a million different directions and my busy life consuming what used to be happiness. why? why does it have to be this way. why can't i just go back to being happy and actually -having- a life. i could go and do things, and not have to worry about it interfering with others. why am i so damn nice? why do shitty things have to happen at the worst possible times?! (sry for language) why god? why?! why can't this year just be over with? why can't junior be easier. why can't i just have a boyfriend, and not have to worry about grades and all that other shit?! why can't i just cry and let it all out? why? the big question, why?
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prom '06
big_d_olb:
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 11:01 pm WAHHH!
Current Mood: numbLike always
Ok.... I think i'm getting used to life. It sucks... alot. I wish it were better. I just don't understand why God has done this to me. I'm not going to the Corn Maze on Sunday... i hope you all have fun though. It's not worth wasting money on, besides i'm too worried about life to have fun. GRRRR My life SUCKS.
i guess i'm going to the fall retreat. I almost don't want to go because it wont change anything, just another waste of money......but since I'm EXPECTED to go, i'd better.
I've also decided that the only reason i still go to cross training is because i'm EXPECTED... if i wasn't working for the church I probably wouldn't go Sunday mornings either. I mean--- I just keep praying and no answers. This is LIFE it sucks. I just have to get used to it. I have no faith it will get better, but maybe god will make it that way.
I also decided how pointless it is to waste time talking to people about my problems when they don't change or get better... Why waste time?? Anyway, I've been working 16 hour days all week and i'm tired. I feel sick, in fact latly i havn't felt like eating either. I'll eat a candy bar or maybe a meal, but that's it. I have no want to eat. In fact I have no reason to really keep my body healthy... so why bother. Anyway, i probably wont be updating often since i don't have time and theres not really anything to write about, and i'm sure you all don't want to listen to me complain anymore...SOOOO.... I will be checking my e-mail though............ brad.schilly@insightbb.com
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schilly31:
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 09:13 am (no subject)
Okay, so here some stuff I need prayer for.  First of all, my
mouth.  It is in so much pain.  Second, my ACT's.  I am
retaking them and I need a better score.  The final thing is my
surgery.  It is going to be in November and I just hope that
everything goes well.
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crazy look
sej011788:
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 09:09 am (no subject)
What up my Vineyard peeps?  How is everyone?  I just figured
out how to post on the Vinyard Peeps thing.  I guess I'm just slow.
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sej011788:
Sep. 7th, 2004 @ 08:59 am (no subject)
okay, so here's a little prayer request for me:

my life feels like crap right now. it's like no matter what i do, i can't feel any better. and i want to soo bad! i feel like god is the furthest thing from me right now. and i hate it. i want to feel close to him i want to feel his arms wrapped around me, holding me close while i cry in his embrace. i know that people care about me, they show it when i'm around them. thanks to my brother who is soo awesome!!! to my other brother: you need to be more considerate of me and my feelings. you should've told me that you had a girlfriend when i told you that i still liked you. i know that you didn't mean to, but it still should've at least crossed you mind at some point. i thought we could tell each other anything and everything. you told me about natalie, when you broke up, when you got back together(most of the time you did). it really hit me that nothing more was going to come out of our relationship when you introduced me as you sister. thanks a lot.
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prom '06
big_d_olb:
Sep. 3rd, 2004 @ 01:46 pm (no subject)
Lord, show yourself to me. Shower me with your mercy and grace. I don't want to fall into the way I was. Please hold me up Lord. I love you so much and I'm so thankful You got ahold of me a year and a half ago. I am so thankful for everything you've done in my life already. Please continue to do so. I'm struggling here. In Your name I pray, Amen.
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shaylee_nicole:
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 02:51 pm (no subject)
Hey all. I made an email for this community. If you want to know the password to access it, email me at poetinbloom@yahoo.com

Come on people, write! :-P
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shaylee_nicole:
Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 02:48 pm (no subject)
Hey all. I wanted to make this community just because. :-) If it doesn't turn out that well, at least I tried. :-) I'm just saying hey.

Verse of the Day:

James 4:4 - Unfaithful creatures! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.

Have fun!

~Shaylee Nicole~
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shaylee_nicole: